Equilibrium.
Adaya Marcel.
I hear the voice
of phenomenon
Dearest One.
When I am alone
I seek to find a companion
and when I find someone,
I somehow lose myself
and soon enough
wish to be alone
in a perpendicular canyon
pertaining to the desires
congruous to my life's choice.
I am lurking in the abyss
of someone else's
horizontal "at-oneness".
How does one rebuke the enigma
and find a place of knowing-ness?
How do I keep what is my focus
and still express companionship?
How to keep the equilibrium from slipping
into chaos and mis-steps
off of my chosen path?
How do I?
Who Am I? .......Fuck!!!
I AM my path.
I Am the light
and the heart
of my community.
This I cannot slight.
This is the answer
to the dilemma
I am now facing.
I AM MY PATH!
That is powerful
and I hold that in place
and retain that truth-
fore therein lies my comfort.
I am truly a path and a healer to many
seeking solace and a sense of belonging.
From the roots of my primordial loyalties,
consciously growing deep,
these are the passions I keep.
I am not Denise,
I am my journey.
I am no one's possession....
I am the pavement
beneath other's feet.
