Equilibrium. Adaya Marcel.

Equilibrium.

Adaya Marcel.

I hear the voice 

of phenomenon

 Dearest One.

When I am alone

I seek to find a companion

and when I find someone,

I somehow lose myself

and soon enough

wish to be alone

in a perpendicular canyon

pertaining to the desires

congruous to my life's choice.

I am lurking in the abyss

of someone else's

horizontal "at-oneness".

How does one rebuke the enigma

and find a place of knowing-ness?

How do I keep what is my focus

and still express companionship?

How to keep the equilibrium from slipping

into chaos and mis-steps

off of my chosen path?

How do I?

Who Am I? .......Fuck!!!

I AM my path.

I Am the light

and the heart

of my community.

This I cannot slight.

This is the answer

to the dilemma

I am now facing.

I AM MY PATH!

That is powerful

and I hold that in place

and retain that truth-

fore therein lies my comfort.

I am truly a path and a healer to many

seeking solace and a sense of belonging.

From the roots of my primordial loyalties,

consciously growing deep,

these are the passions I keep.

I am not Denise,

I am my journey.

I am no one's possession....

I am the pavement

beneath other's feet.