Am I Really Flesh And Bone?

Am I Really Flesh and Bone?

Denise Adaya Marcel.

I am a goddess,

so the falling leaf

and a wind that blew it free;

a new spring bud

also the beam of light that gave it life.

I am a soldier who spared no one grief.

I am the skanky crud embedded

beneath a Raven's toe-nails.

I am the moisture within a cloud

and the thirsty earth

ready to receive the watery shroud

lying in wait below.

I am a gazing ball...made of glass;

purple, with the reflection of a bird of paradise.

I am the outer edge of an inner rose petal

and the white crab-like spider resting,

dreaming patiently of its dinner within it.

I am a microbe scratching out an existence

amongst the other microzoo who reside in the soil.

I am the unicellular Archaea,

Bacteria and Eukarya in the very air I breath.

I am the sticky luster on the cottonwood leaves

expressed as sweet essence on a summer breeze.

I am the squeak in a chipmunk sneeze

that breaks the silent moment of reverence.

I might even be somewhere in that magazine

lying on that blue plastic lawn chair

out there under the Elderberry tree.

Once I was a smile on the full moon's face

the day my soul joined this spiral in progress.

Birth unfolds like a thousand petaled lotus,

every second, millisecond, nanosecond

continually blooming, eternally.

Immortal beings that we are,

are never NOT being born.

Even as we “die”, do not mourn,

we are actually being reborn

into our next stage of evolution.....

from beam of thought

to light bearer...to light being

…....ever the vibrational surfer of continual birth,

ever the aeonian thought in the mind of the ALL.

We are not merely these meat vehicles

which carry us to and fro

….60 chemical elements,

6.7 x 10-27 atoms,

with 0.000014

percent of our mass

being pure gold.

No, this is not what we are,

this is what we wear.

Now consider we are porous chunks of miracles,

shaped like a human being, or a flower,

and we emanate 68 MHz of vibration

and radiate rhythmic light called our aura

which extends outward from our bodies

like a radio station, we send and receive.

How far we extend is anyone's guess.

Doesn't that mean an action

of natural forces occurs

when I come near you

or you come near me?

Isn't there a caress

even in thought,while our auras intertwine,

truth co-mingling,

as our vibrations create new realities.

There is no actual separational wall

between the literal “me”

and the liberated oneness of “we”,

except in our singular meat-mind.

One of the things we humans crave above all

to experience is the incredible essence

of physical cohesion in ourselves

through the sexual expression

which brings two bodies

to a sacred shared space,

a place of oneness,

unity to such a holy degree

that our cries at orgasm, climax...

the point where nothing else exists except the union....

we cry out, involuntarily

“OHGOD!”,

or “OHFUCK!”,

which at that exquisite moment

means exactly the same thing.

Perhaps our yearning

for this “God”...maybe all “gods” ….

is a primeval, supernal recognition

of the original co-mingling we originated from,

and the yearning for a return

to the complete unity and oneness

that we all share...a oneness that has always existed...

even when we become completely self-blinded to it.

Now, look at the larger picture of the Infiniverse

and consider the stardust

that continually falls to the earth,

onto us, into us, passing through us,

passing through the earth Herself

and moving on to the domain of Forevermore.

Zero point energy, tachyon energy,

quantum Fibonacci codes marching through infinity.

If something brought forth life,

that “something” came from somewhere,

and if that is the case

then every cause has a cause,

which has a 'because'...forever;

throughout time which has no beginning.

The electromagnetic prismatic pulse of the ALL

flows on in a never-ending, never-beginning story.

The heartbeat of all vibrational energy

pours its rhythmic thought

through these porous flesh vehicles

our souls call home.

Am I really flesh and bone

or am I an universe, living within a multiverse

existing within the eternal mind of the All...

sometimes lovingly called, “The Infiniverse”.